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The guy who is arguably the Lone Star State's greatest living songwriter lives in into town from their home in the outlying farm town of Bellmead and swing from the bridge's cables ("them cables got wires that'll cut your hands up") and jump into the swirling brown sic songs, but at such a steep cost. But, as Shaver noted in one of his more recent songs, "the earth rolls on." And, even in the worst of times, he has always persevered, doing what he does best-practicing the elusive alchemy of matching chords to words to create enduring magic. (And make no mistake, not Waco. waters of the river the Spanish explorers called "Los Brazos del Dios"-the arms of God. Shaver has resided in Nashville and Austin and, of course, on the endless highway, but he as a metaphor all of Shaver's songs are tales of autobiographical woe. Some, like 'You Asked Me To" and chosen field, of high regard by his famous peers, fully crafted love songs. Others, like the rocking "The Hottest Thing In Town" and the tongue- always comes home to'!Vaco. "I like \faco," he "I like the people in it. Always have. I mean, Jesus, I've lived here since I was 12 years old. It's hard to impress people here. They're mostly all Christians." Most of says. all, he adds, Waco is a place where he can live in mostly unencumbered anonymity. "This is a town where nobody really knows me. At least, they didn't know me until this incident. . .." "This incident ..." That would be the event whose particulars might have been drawn from a Billy Joe Shaver song: a dark barroom, an argument involving a woman, the flash of a blade and the crack ofa pistol shot ... But more about that later. For now, here comes Billy Joe, ambling up to meet a visiting repofter and photographer standing in the scant shadow of one of the venerable bridge's suspension towers. The day is blazingly hot, but Shaver is in his customary uniform-jeans and boots, a crumpled brown cowboy hat and a blue denim shin whose sleeves are crudely hacked off above the elbows. He is rail thin, following a hospital stay to put a stint in a vulnerable anery. Billv Joe regards the span fondly. He and his boyhood buddy Larry Smith used to walk a6 * TEXAS iluSlc suilmER 20lo One may, if one chooses, regard the bridge for music, Shaver's muse-music as a bridge that links rwo halves of a life. On the one shore is a life of success and acclaim in his of contentment found in his blackland prairie in-cheek "You're as Young as the \Voman You roots and his faith in Jesus. On the other bank, however, is a landscape of almost unfathomable tragedy: a lifetime of brawling, boozing, drugging and (as unflinchingly chronicled carousing in his 2005 auto- biography, Honky T onk Hero) ; a cruel, absentee father; a hardscrabble childhood; and, in a trifecta of almost cosmic misfortune, the deaths of his beloved mother, his first wife and his only son within less than a year of one another. Cancer took the two women. His son, Fidv. with whom he had a musical as well as parental bond, died of a drug overdose in 2000. Billy Joe lost parts of four fingers on his right hand in an early sawmill accident. He had a hean attack onstage, for Christ's sake. Then there was his latest run-in with the law, an altercation that could have buried him in the Texas penal system for decades. To outsiders, Shaver's like the Book of Job as life might read filtered through Hank lVilliams. It "Cowboy Who Started the FighC' are beauti- was the raw material for a fistful of clas' Feel," are just downright fun.) "l've got some dangerously good songs. It'll be the best record I've put out," he says of a forthcoming project. Shaver may be hard on himself, referring to himself over the years as a hick, a redneck and a "dumbass," but he's never doubted the worth of his product. "l'm thinking I'm fixing to be working with Levon Helm and going up there and stay' ing at Woodstock," Shaver says. Helm, best known as the former drummer of the Band, has his home and recording studio there. "He wants us to come up and just camp out in the recording studio, like they used to do with the Band, and just record when we feel like it, and I think that's a great idea. "I've got all my stuff together, but it never huns to give me a couple of more month's. During the time that I'm doing the album is when I come up with my best songs. Something about the pressure." Been a good month of Sundays and a guitar ago Had a tall drink of yesterday's wine Left a long string of friends, some sheets in the wind And some satisfied wornen behind ... - "Ride Me Down Easv" Shaver first came onto the radar as the author or co-author of 11 of the 12 songs on Waylon Jennings' groundbreaking 1973 album, Honky'Tonk o o I o Heroes. That hard-rocking, hard-country album, which the website allmusic.com aptly describes as "a defiant, ballsy blend of mythmaking and truth-telling," was almost certainly the first outlaw country album. It not only cemented Jennings'sound and image for the rest of his life, it delivered a definitive kick in the balls to the hidebound "Nashville Sound" that had ruled Music Ciry for years. "Chet (Atkins, the epitome of the Nashville establishment and the head of RCA' o Waylon's label) was really against that album," I Shaver recalls. "But Chet tinally came around. I it helped Nashr-ille. They thought it o Because o was gonna ruin Nashville, t'ut it rvound up giv- o 6 ing them a real good foundatitrn" for the future. Shaver, who had been inducteJ r:--: tlre Nashville scene by Bobby Bare' s.r' .ujdenly a go.to songwriter on Music Ros-' K;--: Kristofferson, another renegade Texan, ri'r' :-' the midst of one of the hottest writing streal' : his career, but he still plucked one of Shaler', tunes, "Christian Soldier," for his second albun Shovergre. -c rsESllY FLC:=c. 3:rltr ;,- -: :fs !.r- ,e rsoge over the r: -,=- < r* i-r ;= - with lhe ore *_- n" r -orr with Willie \esr -,:m. l-:s - 5rr-€ 2arc TEXAS rsuslc t 17 Kristofferson even put up his own money to finance Shaver's recording debut, 1973's Old Fiue ad Dmers ljl,z Me, which Kris produced his own name. also. at large. The contrast tetween the two is instructive. The best of Kristofferson's lyrics lope along like thoroughbred pacing mares: "Take the ribbon from your hair/Shake it loose and let it falV Layin' soft agairst vour skinl-ike the shadows on the wall." Many of Billr Joe's songs, on the other hand, are like tough little half-broken mustangs. Rough stock, as the rodeo saying goes. "l been to Georgia on a fast train, honerl wasn't bom no yesterday/l got a gsrJ Christian rai- He says it doesn't bother him that he's handedly. "l dunno. Everything I've dont'as far as writing is concemed, it seems hkg it's kind of songwriter." like having an unexpected bqby or something. It's all been different. Sometimes it's drastically different. I can't tell you how different it is. "You've got to lean them [the lyrics] down so they mean something in just a little bit," he But don't ask him about process. Gry Clark, for example, is a methodical craftsman continues. "You have to mash it all down to less than two or three minutes and it's got to mean a who goes down to his basement workroom and systematically carves finely wrought, indelible whole bunch, too." Mash it down so it means a whole bunchl better known among his peers than the public 'No, no, no, no, no," he Protests, waving his mangled hand. "My main game is being a sin'/And an eighth-grade educatiory' Ain't no need in v'all treatin' me this waY." I realize nout after all those hard times And l-ord knoerrs, we've had us a few Together foreaer, whetever u)e ctre I - couliln't be me "I Couldn't uithout you ... Be \'1e Without You Ih@ short order, Shaver's rough-hewn tales of rural Texas childhood, roustabout honky-tonk life anJ love going every which way but straight were record' ed by some of the biggest names in music: Johnny C-a..h, Jerry Lee Lewis, Emmylou Harris. George Jones and even Elvis Presler'. Upon meeting him Ray Price joshed for the first Shaver, "You mu-.t not like me; you haven't given me any of your songs." Artists as diverse and incongruous as Carol ("Hello, Dollr'") Channing and Zamfir, the pan flute guy, cut his stuff. Even artisL. rr'ho had no need to lean on other .ongwriters-think \Tillie Nelson, Bob Dylan and Kristofferson-trieJ Shaver's songs on for size. Shaver was poised to have a hit with the confessional "l'm -lust An Old Chunk of Coal" ("But I'm Gonna be a Diamond Someday)," but John Anderson beat him to the punch and notched the hit srrgle. As highly regarded as he is as a composer, Shaver's never had a /lA * TEXAS hit under nUSIC SUrfll'lER 20lo couplets out of the undifferentiated detritus of the day-to-day. Shaver, on the other hand, is dismissive when it comes to his routine, if you can call it that. "Aw, it's liable to come to me while I'm hanging from a swing or something," he says ofl Really? He laughs with delight, knowing he's off the hook. "That's high-tech stuff, I guess," he guffaws. But don't for a moment think he doesn't take his craft--or his gift, as he describes itseriously. "But it's a joy to do it," he "because continues' I'm gifted--Cod gave me this gift and I'm using it the best I can. I mean, I'r-e made a lot of money off of them. Still do. But those will be here for a long time because they're well written. I worked hard on them." If God gave Shaver a gift, it's a Joubleedged razor of a present. Using his life as the rarv material for his music means taking the L'rutal songs with the sublime, and lingering long ri'ith the most painful of memories. and when he was about 1'5, he became his daJ'' "official tuner" ("1 always struggled with tuning," the elder Shaver recounted) and set out on the road with his old man. In short order, Eddy became a blazinglr adept blues-rock guitarist in the Duane Allman'/ Dickey Betts mode. His presence orstage (the two toured and recorded as "shaver") kicked Billv into the stratosphere' But as srong as the musical bond beween the two men was' the bond offather and son was stronger still' Joe's shows up : -,-; -. =e ..ther up ani -- - n]t --r -, -=:-, i -- : =-: :-- ':te this way.* '---= :t his mother: 11 lafft! t': ':-< :.neral high.r- i;rs' rc i .i--;:, { ': '-:i. :-cTanion. As : :"ag m- 'l :e=:,< = :sn sins ha.i :€ E;rrlbh:;--:'=:; l-. S-- .:'= :--=,:, :::er and son i{ a-r:€ llrI[I ':tg round tabo n- 4f,1lE' e::i^- *,.: ;: :-< lI. j -1:::l::i - rrgtfiting 5a1 g- i r',; : th::s.: :t-=:- -'':.:. rhey agreed' -i :il' nqm rhe ; .--! :-: i.- and the blo.{:,:**: te"' --: -'. ro Goo'o FoR PFr: }ce s.finger stumPs lE S ior Take, for instance, the song "Blood Is Thicker Than Water," \\'hich Billy Joe wrote with Eddy for their lNl album, TheEarthRolls "\ffe had this big old round oak table that's soill at my house, and we used to call it the 'Nights at the Round Table,"' Billy Joe recalls "And we'd get around that table and throw down on each other pretty hard. We were alwaYs honest with each other' with On. Eddy began t..llou'Lns in his father's musi- cal footsteps at an e:r.r ::e- In his book, Billy guitar, Joe recounts that Ejj'. :-:::i^-: hrrn--elf a rueful laugh. If one of us had an argument with the other, one Eri-'. i ),'. -: SOme OCrr'lE r i+ = ;=r.- rt i--e-s in hzre uF.- ]lD. .L{L dau$uz S:r-;: :e- -=i Joing fiin-: t-ru ru,ar' ; orrgiu-: \':- :t--c'r- ^^-t. -'-J&: uN'-, -- r.c.kin' the sner= :-reTil -t -' tultEl 2OlO tExAS muslc t tlD Nou she's sarlrE dyin'mohn ... rings off dvhonds of pn To which EdJr nposted: Can' t you see I'm duun m dw ground, I can' t And he tumed around and looked at me and One of his best-known songs, "I'mJust An he said, 'Doctors have patients.'And from then Old Chunk of Coal," came at a similarly low on. I never messed with him again. A kid that ebb. smart, I getrnlautu I' ue sem yan p*m' out yan gus If all you do is lose, iou better find a waY to win md ntrmin' with sluts 'When yan uw, nm'ried n -"Try Eddy Shaver fatally overdosed on heroin on New Year's Ete. l.'\CO. He and Billy Joe were scheduled to play *rat night at Poodie's Hilltop audience? & Grill, a beer joint outside of Austin owned by rVillie \elson's stage manager, the late Poodie Locke. Billy Joe played the show, with Nelson-wh.-- had lost a son of his own in l99i-sittrng in anJ helping Shaver carry the ghastly weight. "Eddy was als-ar;s so adamant about doing a show whether ren w€r€ sick or anything," Shaver says by wat ..t explanation. "He said the show must go on. "One night ms mother was passing awayI knew she was dying-but we had a show to do' Fidy said, "Hey, we got to go do this show and we'll come back." -\nd when we come back, she was dead. But that'= s'hat I got ftom him. People get so disappointel '*'hen you don't show up." ttr a while then. During the ruking of ZCf/'s Bih and dle Kirl, an album of urrcompleted tracks featuring Eddy, Shaver said he received "visits and irumrctions" from Eddv r the tracks were recorded' He he still receir-c rhem, in a manner of speak- mg. "I feel like xlren people pass away that you of really care about anl admire-I good things like the things about hirn-l feel that they possa\ it melts into you. And you become a better rerson for it because you loved them so much. Ycu pick up their ways. And you admire a lot get guided that uar'." Billy Joe admia that his son "had some bad habits I u-.el to get onto him about." "He'd take his ptajamas and just stomp them down onto the flcur," Shaver says, laughing at tl're anticlimax aner that foreboding buildup' "And I do that nos'." "The fint *ring he ever told me that knocked me out r-as when he was about ? years old, and he was working on his bicycle. And he staned hitting it with a wrench! And I said, 'Eddy, Eddy, EdJr'. you gotta have patience" 50 * tExAs nuslc sullMER 20lo it . .. I felt sick all the time." After an all-night bender in Nashville, Shaver had what he described as a bom'again experience on a cliff overlooking the Harpeth River. and Try Again" the sing:er.songwriter: Is fun to write a great song or to play it for question Bar 4 women, you name H:;ff;T',1:p'f"'i:,*ffi't"nl ft's forthe p@Bennial it more pened." says I ... m1 mother Now tlre powrs Aube arehadingyw atd me hl<e wo lambs m fu slauf,ter ... "It's a hard orr' but it's a good one," says Shaver with a sigh tcriay. "All them things hap' Shaver was quiet As he recounted in his autobiography, "By the end ofthe 1970s, I rvas wom out. I was doing everything shouldn't: drugs, booze, chasing ain't gonna mess with him." Shaver has his own take on rhat an conun. ..W'hen you get up and play it for the drum: folks, it's already been created. And you get to live that moment over again. lt's like a little dme capsule-when you play it you kind of drift back into that time again." coal .. . but I'm gonna be a diamond someday"' Years later, he explains, "The first half of it was given to me; I was just the vehicle' And the sec' ond half, I had to live through it and it took me a year. I went cold turkey after I wrote that first part----cold turkey on everything; quit smokin', drinkin', dopin', everythrng' We went down to Houston and all I could keep down was Melba toast and diet root beel. I was down to about 150 har- pounds-I looked like a refirgee. "And I did that for about six months, and Try Again," and rowing ro willingly recal|. "Try I finally finished that song. then wiG, first his for instance, was wrirten when "The next moming I said to Brenda' 'Fix was times), Brenda (whom he married tluee eggs or something' I'm hungry'' She me some dying. ,'I was with Brenda the last three years said, 'You can't keep it down'' And I said, 'l I kept it down of her life and she had cancer real bad. I had believe I can.'And sure enough, that song, Finished on. then got from just well and was hit a wall with the whole thing, and got well'" to do exhausted about everything. I was trying Oddly, given the universal emotiors that something with the car, I don't remember what songs elicit, Shaver says he's never given his best that's it was. And it just came to me-I said, to pitching them to other artists thought much I then it, I'm through messing with it. And songwriters' especially in producers' Many or thought, 'Try and try again.' Some of those times would seem too qthatso@savd@Y@@ry,' I waE rca@ to @sE Inb EEenOa w-,as ffiffeffi$W#ffie.' - BJS on wriiing "TrY an'd TrY Agoin" "I think everybody's heard that' But nobodv wrote it, so I decided I'd write it' It came so easy to me, it was like I was preaching Nashville, regard promoting their catalog to be of paramount importance-as lmportant as pennrng the tunes themselves. Shaver, admit' tedly never much of a businessman ("1 believed then-and still do-that an artist shouldn't myself-I told myself,'Keep trying, man' You can do it.' And sure enough, I did. There was a little bitry part back in there and my fingers were too big to get to it, and I kept trying and worry too much about business or he stops being an artist") prefers to let the songs speak trying and trying and trying, and I got it' "That song saved my life, really' I was ready to cash in' Brenda was about gone, and when she passed, I was just about ready to give for themselves. "I never did pitch them. Mostly I'd rather they come and get them. If they want them bad enough, they'll come and get them. They're it up." grown-up songs." to But, with a sly srnile, he admits, "There's certain ones that I wanted real bad-E1vis D'lan, Kris Kristofferson, and of course Willie, anJ lTaylon-all the ones I really wanted, I went after. And I got them. I don't have to see R!)r'ne, I can just go ahead and die Presley, Bob now." He was r,rsing "die" as hyperbole just then, ofcourse. But ..ne \larch night in 2007, Shaver looked into uhat he thought were the eyes of death, pulled a pistol, pointed the gun and ^,,ll-..1 .l-- '"i--., There's one in eaery crowd for crying out Loud Why uras it always turnin' out to be me7 "Honkl Tonk Heroes" - It's hard to be a Christian soldier when you tote d gun ... - "Christian Soldier" ; l.'-::ch R"p.*" "fl,,gP]g'-,. Texas beer joins. Located on the nonhir-i-:,: {iontage road of I-35 in the tiny town of L'r.:-: about 12 miles south of Waco, it's a riindos,o. with an Americn tlac ir: fiont, a gravel parking lot and a lattice-co'erej prefab metal building deck out back. Inside, the darkness is of the Stygian vanety, broken only by the requisite neon beer signs. video poker machines and a light over the 3'.'l table in back. As the eyes adjust, a short t'ar. a vest-pocket bandstand and a cement dancefloor become visible. George Strait is amplrrepresented on the jukebox; Billy Joe Shaver is not. Beer and set-ups only-no Cosmo or apple martini drinkers need apply. But, ironically, there is a banner draped behind the bandstand that reads, "A Real Texas Saloon-Home of the Honky Tonk Heroes." One of the few undisputed facts surround- 31, 2t\- -- :._.l:- : , i'-vear-old e-----"--- -j: ---- 'Ti:.'::' 1-: r :l, urside beh::.: ." - E --. 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Shaver said he onls hal half a beer to drink. "You know fr..w people are," Shaver ter warbled an a capella version of Billy Joe's anthem, "Live Forever" in last year's Academy Award-winning film, Crary Hearc. Duvall's wife also did a documentary about Shaver. explains, long after tire thct. "'You ain't too good to drink with me, are voul' ... I usually pour it in a flowerpot or rrnething, but I went ahead and took a sip or t o. then all that other stuff Most outsiders didn't give Shaver a snowball's chance in hell of beating a multi-year bit in Huntsville, courtesy of the strictly conservative Baptist jurors ("Potential jurors . .. include4 multiple references to church and a disdain for happened." alcohol," according "That other snnt'-whatever it was-led to Shaver walkirg .rrt back of the bar with Smtesmmr). Coker. Shaver saiJ ie knew Coker had a knife and thought he mr$rr have a gun. Shaver was rr r-ear of his life, DeGuerin and his client told dre jurors. Other witnesses, however, claimed thel saw Shaver confront Coker and say, "\Itrere do you want it?" before pulling the trigger. rShaver testified his actual words were, "Where Jo you want to do this? Why do you wanr t.- lo to the Ar.rsgin Anwrican- In the end, Shaver was acquitted of the felony assault charge after the jury deliberated for less than two hours. He would plead no contest to a misdemeanor gun charge and be fined $1,000 nearly two months later. Coker, said the Austin paper, "looked stunned." For his part, Shaver took off down the road for a gig he was booked to play in Houston that night. The show must go on, as he says. this?") Whatever the rurh, the events of the day put Shaver at the derendant's table in the 1902era Renaissance revrval Mclennan County Courthouse in doulr.rgrn Waco early in April. The four-dar rral was attended by, among othen, Willie NeL-n and actor Robert Duvall, a friend of long saxling who cast Shaver in his 1997 film, TL -{posde, and whose charac- I'm gonna liae forever I'm gonna cross that river I'm gonna cdtch tornorrow now ... -"Live ForeveC' I0l1&mry,ffi)neas surprised as Coker at the outcome, given the complexion of the jury Shaver faced and the contradictory testimony presented. But the boy with the'good Christian raisin'/And an eighrhgrade education" professes, a month and a half after the verdict, to never have been in doubt. "l still know I'm not in the wrone. I did what was right," he asserts. More to the point, he cites his own faith and the abiliry of the communiry of the devout, so to speak, to see the sin apart from the sinner. ffl2otY. HwY 52 * IEXAS nU5rC SUMMER 20tO 290 ' AUsTrN. TEXAS 7S737 . 512-288-7776
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