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Fear Factor
Kevin Ogar, Tony Blauer and others explain how to overcome trepidation
to find success in the gym and in life.
April 2015
Dave Re / CrossFit Journal
By Hilary Achauer
It was July 2010, my first week of CrossFit. The affiliate had opened a month prior, and I was the only person in the noon
class. After I warmed up, the coach brought out a 20-inch wooden box and told me to jump up on it.
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I looked at the rough edges of the homemade structure,
eyeing the sharp corners, the screws embedded in
plywood. Jumping on top seemed like a terrible idea. But
my coach was looking at me expectantly, so I bent my
knees and made a half-hearted jump, rising a few inches
off the floor. I was nowhere close to the top of the box.
I kept trying, but each time I got ready to jump I’d look at
the sharp-edged box and hesitate. I was terrified of what
might happen if I really tried.
Finally, my coach pointed to a tractor tire in the corner of
the gym.
“Jump on that,” he said.
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“How tall is it?” I asked.
“Just jump on it,” he said.
I walked over to the tire, bent my knees, jumped and
ended up on top of the tire.
“That’s 22 inches tall,” my coach said. “Now jump on the box.”
CrossFit Defense’s Tony Blauer says the “fear loop” is a large
factor in not achieving goals.
And I did.
I didn’t improve my jumping ability on the walk to the tire,
but a soft-edged target removed my fear. Once the fear
was gone, the task became manageable.
Everyone feels fear. The secret to
success is managing that fear.
Everyone feels fear at some point in CrossFit—or in any
challenging athletic endeavor. Even the most experienced
athlete eventually finds himself or herself face-to-face
with a weight or a workout that makes the knees shake.
Everyone feels fear. The secret to success is managing
that fear.
In his book “The Fear Project,” Jaimal Yogis talks to neuroscientists, psychologists and elite athletes about how to
overcome fear. Contrary to what most of us were taught,
the best way to manage fear is not to push it aside but to
acknowledge it, accept it and then take action. Yogis puts
this practice to the test at Mavericks in Northern California,
facing down some of the biggest, scariest waves known
to surfers.
Similarly, Tony Blauer spends much of his CrossFit Defense
seminar addressing how fear affects performance. He
shares specific techniques athletes and coaches can use
to overcome fear.
Like Yogis, Blauer says the only way to deal with fear is to
face it head-on.
The Fear Loop
About a year ago, Kevin Ogar suffered a critical injury to his
spine after a failed attempt on a 3-rep-max touch-and-go
snatch event at a competition. The accident left him in a
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Fear ...
After his accident, Kevin Ogar continued training, setting his sights on the Paralympic Games.
wheelchair, a paraplegic, but it didn’t stop him from doing
what he loves, which is training and coaching at CrossFit
Unbroken in Englewood, Colorado.
can trigger a fear reaction, but whatever the trigger, once
a person starts feeling the psychological and physiological
effects of fear, it’s difficult to come back.
Ogar started training as soon as he could after the
accident. He set a new goal. Instead of training for the
CrossFit Games, Ogar began training to qualify for the 2016
Paralympic Games.
That’s where Blauer and his seminar come in. Blauer talks
about breaking out of the fear loop by coming up with a
plan, something for the mind to focus on other than fear.
In order to qualify for the Paralympic Games in weightlifting, Ogar needed to improve his bench-press numbers.
In October 2014 he benched 260 lb. for 5 reps. He was
going for 8 but failed on rep 6. He couldn’t get the weight
off his chest.
Recognizing you are stuck in the fear loop is the first step.
The second is to focus the mind on a plan, a cue or even
just one word. The same is true if you’re a coach working
with a fearful athlete.
That weekend, Ogar attended Blauer’s CrossFit Defense
seminar at CrossFit Unbroken.
As he listened to Blauer, Ogar realized he was stuck in the
fear loop with his bench press. He was worried about what
the weight could do to him, not what he could do to move
the weight.
One of the things Blauer teaches in his seminar is the “fear
loop”—how to recognize it and how to break out of it.
Blauer has turned the word “fear” into an acronym: false
expectations (or evidence) appearing real. Many things
“After the CrossFit Defense course, I went in and kind of
recognized the fear loop, where I was focusing on what
would happen if I failed the bench press instead of what I
needed to do to get the bar off my chest,” Ogar said.
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Coaching Fearful Athletes
As he continues to rehabilitate, Ogar has been working
on using long leg braces and crutches to stand up and
walk around.
“I got new crutches, and I’ve been really struggling with
standing up and sitting back down. (I’ve been) just failing
over and over and over again,” Ogar said.
Then his physical therapist gave him a new cue, telling
Ogar to relax his shoulders.
“I recognized I was in the fear loop. I recognized I wasn’t really
focusing on what I needed to be doing. All I was focusing on
was, ‘If I don’t do this right, I’m going to fall,’” Ogar said.
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“Falling was the only thing I could really focus on. So once
I kind of recognized that fear loop, I was able to switch my
mindset and focus on relaxing my shoulders so I could get
a better push. Within a few attempts, I went from having
to be completely spotted to being able to get back up on
my own,” he said.
“I struggled with rope climbs when I first got out of the
hospital because of fear, fear of falling or hurting my back.
Recognizing that fear loop has completely turned rope climbs
around for me. Now they are one of my favorite things to do.”
—Kevin Ogar
Ogar said his thoughts had previously been a cycle of, “Oh
my God, this is heavy. They are gonna have to get this bar
off me if I fail. What’s going to happen to me if I can’t get
this bar off? It will really suck if I fail at this. I’ll need to redo it.”
On the Monday after the CrossFit Defense seminar, Ogar
tried something different. In order to make the reps, Ogar
knew he needed to keep his elbows in and maintain speed
off his chest throughout each of the 8 reps.
As he set up for the lift, instead of thinking about failing, Ogar
said he kept repeating the same thing to himself: “Speed off
the chest, speed off the chest, speed off the chest.”
Focusing on negative feelings and experiences is very
common. In fact, scientists say it’s what made our species
successful. When humans were first evolving, it was of
utmost importance to avoid real danger. Scientists believe
our brains developed a negativity bias, meaning fearful
experiences leave a much greater imprint on our brains
than positive, happy experiences.
Within the first month of trying to
rescue athletes from the fear loop,
Ogar said he helped people in his
classes achieve at least six to 10
new PRs on their lifts.
Ogar benched 265 lb. for 8.
“I called it ‘watching one TV instead of focusing on five,’”
Ogar said. “I put a mantra or a chant into my head, so all I
could think about was what I needed to do.”
“Basically, negativity bias is about survival. Nature likes
skittish creatures because skittish creatures survive,” Rick
Hanson said in “The Fear Project.”
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A neuropsychologist, best-selling author and co-founder of
the Wellspring Institute for Neuroscience and Contemplative
Wisdom, Hanson said in today’s world, most of the time our
fears are exaggerated. We have a fear reaction to situations
that are not actually harmful—like a 20-inch box or a barbell
loaded to a weight out of our comfort zone but well within
our ability.
“Instead of focusing on, ‘I didn’t get my hips fully extended,’
focus on what you need to do to get your hips fully
extended,” Ogar said.
Since attending the CrossFit Defense seminar, Ogar has
not only used Blauer’s fear-management techniques
for himself, but he’s also helped the athletes he coaches
overcome fear. It’s been particularly useful when he sees
someone struggling with an Olympic lift.
“It makes coaching a little easier when you know what
you’re focusing on,” Ogar said.
“They’ll miss and miss, and I’ll ask them what they are
focusing on. They will say they don’t know,” Ogar said.
Within the first month of trying to rescue athletes from the
fear loop, Ogar said he helped people in his classes achieve
at least six to 10 new PRs on their lifts.
“When I start classes, I tell (the class) what they need to
focus on in the workout to take a pre-emptive step to keep
them out of the fear loop,” he said.
If he has an athlete he knows struggles with wall-ball shots,
he’ll tell her to choose a mantra like, “Solid squat, solid squat.”
“I’ve seen people PR their workouts like crazy just by
refocusing what they’re thinking about during a movement
they suck at,” Ogar said.
Most of the time, Ogar will learn the athlete is thinking
about the mistake on the last rep.
“Instead of just yelling ‘Go,’ (recognize) why they aren’t
going and (try) to fix that,” Ogar said.
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“Let’s get you focused on something,” he’ll tell them. “Are
you focused on what is going to happen when you fail
or what you did wrong last time? Or are you focusing on
what you need to do (on) this rep to get it better?”
The facial expressions of athletes often reveal their thoughts. Good coaches can help athletes refocus to find the
confidence they need to succeed.
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Use the Fear
Todd Thompson is a career firefighter. The 41-year-old
started doing CrossFit in 2008 and opened his affiliate,
CrossFit Grit, in Saint Simons Island, Georgia, in 2010.
Thompson attended Blauer’s CrossFit Defense seminar in
2013. The experience had such an effect on Thompson he
is now part of the CrossFit Defense staff.
During the lunch break at the first seminar he attended,
Thompson decided to join a group working out. They were
doing one clean every minute on the minute until failure.
About eight months earlier, Thompson had injured himself
trying to clean 290 lb.
After he healed, Thompson went back to heavy lifting, but
every time he got close to 285 lb. he’d remember the injury
and couldn’t make the lift.
The weight became more than plates on a bar.
“That weight is the bully at school. That weight is the boss
at work that you give more power to or you don’t give
him your ideas because you’re afraid of getting knocked
down,” Thompson said.
His injury—now completely healed—was on his mind as
Thompson joined in on the clean workout. The minutes
ticked by and the weights increased. Thompson was feeling
good. He cleaned 255 lb., then 275 lb., then 285 lb.
“I load up and it’s 290 lb.,” Thompson remembered.
“I was telling myself, ‘Here we are again.’I got that nervousness.
I got that weak feeling in my body, because I know we’ve
been here before. And so it was instant that I thought back
to the fear loop.”
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He caught the clean very low and hurt tendons in both of his
wrists as he went down into the squat. Thompson couldn’t
bend his wrists at all for a few weeks, and it was a few months
before he could hold a bar in the front-rack position.
Firefighter Todd Thompson was so affected by the CrossFit Defense seminar that he worked his way onto its staff.
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Thompson had just heard Blauer give his talk about the
fear loop. He knew his mind was stuck in the loop, and the
only way to break out was to come up with a plan.
“I knew if I didn’t pull hard enough and get under fast
enough with my elbows, I was going to catch it low and
potentially break my wrists. I had already had negative
feedback from that lift, so what I started doing was I started
making a plan. The plan was this: I had been working out
for eight months since this happened. I knew that I was
stronger. I knew that I had better technique. And so (I
thought), ‘It’s right here in front of me, and I’ve just got to
pull it,’” Thompson said.
Thompson stepped up to the weight, pulled it and successfully cleaned 290 lb. The next lift was 300 lb., and Thompson
got under the weight and stood up without a problem.
“It wasn’t that I was so much stronger,” Thompson said. “It
was that I could do it without the fear. It’s realizing you
have the skills—you can do it.”
This moment was revelatory for Thompson. He learned
not to deny the fear or try to push it away but to use it.
When Thompson is coaching, he tells his athletes the fear
is a good thing.
“Your body is smarter than you are. When you do get the
butterflies in your stomach, the sweaty hands, the nervous
anticipation for what’s happening, that’s your body telling
you you’re about to get into a fight, and it’s now real.”
Thompson’s advice to himself and his athletes is to harness
the fear as energy and power, not shoulder it as a burden.
“The fear is an extra battery pack that is going to give you
more power,” Thompson said.
Fear Is Universal
Every athlete, even the most experienced competitor,
feels fear. Denying fear will not work, because no person is
without fear, Blauer said.
“Just let the fear be there. Don’t run from it. Don’t identify
with it. Don’t fight it,” Yogis wrote in “The Fear Project.”
Instead of having a panic reaction to fear, the trick is to
recognize and accept the fear, and then focus the mind on
more useful thoughts.
Once the athlete acknowledges the fear, the next step is
to focus the mind on something else—a specific cue, a
mantra, something to think about other than the fear.
With that mantra or cue running through your head, put
your hands on the barbell, grab the rope, or step up to the
box and jump.
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About the Author
Hilary Achauer is a freelance writer and editor specializing in
health and wellness content. In addition to writing articles,
online content, blogs and newsletters, Hilary writes for the
CrossFit Journal. To contact her, visit hilaryachauer.com.
“The fear is an extra battery pack that is going to give you
more power.” —Todd Thompson
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